2/23/07 Rest in Peace

yep, my cat Schooner died today

He woke up my dad this morning by meowing so loud, and his back legs were paralyzed. My dad took him to the Pet Hospital and we found that he had a blood clot. And even if we had performed a ton of surgeries done, there was still the high chance that he would never walk again. Schooner is an active outdoor cat and that wouldnt be fair to him. So we had to put him to sleep

Life isn't always easy.

There are obstacles you must overcome, people you must face, and things you must accept.

Not everything  goes as you always plan. Things dont always end up how you want them to.

People who say they'll always be there, often disappear when you need them the most.

The worst part is...you believe.

You beleive those people who say "I love you, I need you"

You believe that whenever someone says they care about you and they want only you its true

Because it's easier to believe a lie than accept the truth.

But in reality, we are all living a lie

SO i know nobody has xangas anymore and what not but i am to lazy to do myspace and facebook....well, im ite get one later, it depends on what mood im in =]

well...i definitely have a new persepctive on things...im done w/ being what people WANT me to be...especially all those fake people the "omg ur soooo sweet" its like uh huh sure, i KNOW you really think that...and the guys? omg the ones that are like...'how far have u gone'  and 'how far would go w/ me' new flash guys: those are basically questions thatll screw you over...no girl will like you when u ask that and then all like wow ur amazing....

whats up with everyone? i mean really...our world is so screwed up i mean...its pathetic. It hurts to know that all us kids are forced to grow up so fast, just so we seem "normal"..so tell me, what is normal? Cause i dont think anyone is...you may "fit in" but somewhere, somebody is talkin bout u...maybe even your best friend

guys...wow. is it just me or do they make things harder? there are some where, you cant imagine living w/out..and then there are some that u met and are just hooked on them, but then htey decide youre not worth it and leave...how i cope with it isnt prolly the smartest idea...a lot of times is i will shut off all emotions and feeling toward them...it sometimes helps, but sometimes it just hurts

id hate to tell you ":trust noone" because i dont believe that...sometimes i wonder where id be if i didnt have; lizzy, lauren, alex and kelsey in my life. they are too amazing for words

so yeah...im gunna be who I wanna be and if you dont like it, get over it, cause chances are, i dont like you

Angel Belle

Blast from the Past!! =)

Haha the Valentines Dance

Love these Ladiezz

Me, Kelsey, and Alexxx

Math Class...wow good times =]

05*06 what a good year

The best Big Sissa!!

Well, new school year, new memories